Hello, I wanted to share some healing I’ve been moving through this week. I’ve been healing around self-trust, mostly around gaslighting and blaming myself. This was a pattern I experienced a lot throughout my childhood, I was basically programmed to automatically blame myself for everything. I've also been afraid to express myself authentically, because I didn't feel like it was safe and I didn't trust myself. After a deep healing around this, I claimed my Divinity and my innocence.
Self-trust is the foundation of a healthy and fulfilling life. It’s the ability to rely on your own judgment and intuition, to make decisions that align with your values and beliefs. However, self-trust can be fragile and easily shaken by past experiences, self-doubt, and fear. Healing self-trust requires self-awareness, self-compassion, and a willingness to take small steps towards building trust in yourself. This may include reflecting on past experiences, acknowledging your strengths and weaknesses, setting realistic goals, and taking action to follow through on commitments to yourself. With practice and patience, you can strengthen your self-trust and enjoy a more fulfilling and confident life.
Trust is one of the 8 keys to Harmonious Twin Flame Union. "Harmonious Twin Flame Union is built on a foundation of trust." It means you honestly share your authentic feelings, and what your heart is telling you, even if you know that it's probably going to be really hard for one or both of you," Twin Flames Finding Your Ultimate Lover, by Jeff and Shaleia Divine.
Jeff and Shaleia shared in a class I watched yesterday about how it’s safe to move through doubt and skepticism when you’re learning something new and building trust with yourself. I’m building trust with my own intuition and trusting myself. Something they said that really stood out to me was that the validation or reassurance that you feel you need to receive from outside of yourself for confirmation, is something that you can give to yourself. They pointed out how bad it feels to look outside of yourself for the truth, which is so true.
When I went to pick up my Twin Flame from work, he had a gift for me from one of his coworkers, a pair of pure white earrings that look like Angel wings. For me this really symbolizes claiming my purity and my innocence as a child of God. I’ve hardly taken them off since I got them.
If you’re experiencing any abusive patterns or energies in your Union, it’s safe to explore where that may be happening within your own consciousness. As you heal and change, your Twin Flame changes with you. You’re worthy of being completely loved and respected in all of your relationships.